Monday, April 13, 2026

IT'S COMING!

I spent the weekend formatting and uploading the ebook version of A Barrel of Vintner (Justice #11). The file has been uploaded to all retailers. All the preorder links on this website have been populated. And many thanks to those readers who had their preorders in before I even announced it!

For those wanting a paperback version, the trade paperback will be delayed a few weeks. My regular formatter recently had a bionic knee installed, so she's working out the kinks. So I'm patiently waiting since she does a much better job with paperbacks than I do!

And now, I'm back to writing! Which is really the best part of this whole career. Meeting new characters. Revisiting old favorites. It doesn't matter. Writing is an act of creation, and it fits with this time of year.

Outside my window, a bumblebee is collecting dinner from blooming daffodils and dandelions. Yes, I let dandelions bloom in my surburban yard. The bumblebee and her pollinating sisterhood need to replenish their stores after a particular rough winter. I'm not going to starve the poor critters. We need them to keep this planet going.

Hopefully, I'll have a little time here and there through the rest of the growing season to spruce up the flower beds and plant some new blooming beauties. That way, the bumblebee and her kindred will have a little more variety for their hives' palette.

Friday, April 10, 2026

When the Sh** Hits the Fan Like a Big Ole' Crazy Man

UGH! I got slammed with a bunch of non-writing, non-publishing stuff. It's been a juggling week to make sure everything gets done.

On the other hand, I've had some good laughs from the junk e-mails I'm receiving. Lots of alleged girls want to sent me naked pics. Ummm, sorry, scammers! I don't swing that way. *delete*

Or there's the scammer who claims he controls the camera on my laptop, and he's recorded me masturbating. *HAHAHAHA!* Oh, and he only wanted $600 to not release the videos. My guess is the AI-generated clip will not have an accurate representation of my current physical state. Like my surgical scars.

There's the credit offers allegedly from my former bank. Which no longer exists because a bank from another state bought it out in 2024.

To top things off, there's another scammer trying to collect on the virus protector I use (bill's already paid two years ahead, doofus), PayPal, and FedEx. Seriously? Three different companies will NOT be going through one individual to collect ny outstanding fees due. *shaking my head*

After some good and much needed chuckles, I've finishing up the final touches for the release of A Barrel of Vintner. I hope you all have a lovely spring weekend! 

Wednesday, April 8, 2026

Preorders Are Coming!

The preorders are starting to go live for A Barrel of Vintner (Justice #11)!

I managed to get a couple of them uploaded prior to DH and I leaving last week for Georgia to see our son. Upon our return, I was shocked to see people have already pre-ordered this novel before I made any announcement!

Thank you to those readers who can't wait to read this novel!

Below are the links to various retailers. I'll populate the rest of the links as they go live.

Thank you again to everyone who loves and supports the Justice series! I has been a lot of fun to write!

Amazon
Apple
Barnes & Noble
Google Play
Kobo
Smashwords

Wednesday, March 25, 2026

Dancing through the Fields of Editing

I completed the first draft of A Barrel of Vintner on Sunday. I shifted to editing Death Goddess Walking on Monday. And it's taking a little longer than I'd planned because I made a boo-boo.

My alpha reader finished consuming DGW nearly two years ago. Life matters became so crazy that I accidentally had corrections from the read-thru in two different files. *facepalm*

So I'm picking through the two files in order to integrate all the changes. Plus, I'm finding some typos I missed during the first two rounds of edits.

Hopefully, I should have things wrapped up on DGW today. Tomorrow, I need to finished writing the first chapter of A Sprout of Wild to be included as a teaser at the end of A Barrel of Vintner. Then I can go full-out on the edits for ABoV.

Soon, my gentle readers, you will have some new things to read! 

Wednesday, March 11, 2026

A Barrel of Vintner - Chapter 10

This is the last unedited chapter of A Barrel of Vintner I will be posting. I started the climatic scene of the novel, and I'll spend the rest of the week and weekend finishing the story.

The goal is to get this edited and formatted before DH and I take a couple of day to visit DK next month. However, I want to make sure book is clean and correct before sending it to the printer. Keeping my fingers crossed that the rest of month goes smoothly.

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I didn’t expect any of my sisters to understand the danger to all of us. Callisto didn’t disappoint either.

“You’re painting the entire Temple of Light as traitors,” she hissed.

“There’s been too many questions about certain Light priests’ behaviors,” I said. “High Brother Dav of Tandor was possessed by a skinwalker as part of the plan to take over that city. Brother Jon of the Light home Temple disappeared, and no one reported him missing until we discovered his skinned corpse in an abandoned estate south of the city of Orrin. There were complaints from female and berda members of the Queen’s Army against Reverend Father Farrell for inappropriate conduct when it marched south to Tandor last year. And to top everything off, the man we believed to be High Brother Luc’s second turned out to be a renegade who had killed the real Brother Mat on his way to Orrin years ago. So, please pardon me for not taking people at their word without a thorough and comprehensive investigation with the results cross-checked by other Temples besides our own or Light. I agree with Oriana. Trust, but verify.”

My sister justices and White Owl wore uneasy looks by the time I finished my little speech. Good. Maybe I had gotten through to them just how bad our current situation was.

Callisto fumbled for her goblet and took a long drink of wine before she said. “I’m assuming your points have something to do with the Skoloti prophecies.”

“Not directly.” I sighed. “But two of those prophecies seem to be about me specifically.”

“I thought it was just the one about the justice who can see and her eyes are the color of her mother’s Temple.” Callisto’s voice shook. At least, Alara had informed her own damn second about the prophecies. Except the prophecies were as old as me, and Alara had two other seconds before Callisto. Had Alara told them about the prophecies? And if not, why tell Callisto? However, now was not the time to delve into the subject, and the person to address it with was not here either.

“There was another one about three women who would ensure that the throne of Jing is protected,” I said. “A Balance priestess from the east, a Thief priestess from the west, and a Light priestess who is close to the imperial family. Regardless of what any of us think about these prophecies, the renegades, including the Assassins Guild, take them very seriously. Conflict retrieved a list of the Guild’s targets when the Jing Temples raided the School of Sorcery after we in Orrin discovered they were demon dealing when they tried to kill Sister Shi Hua. It matched one Thief had found on a dead Guild member near the Jing border with Maurya.”

“Your name was on that list, wasn’t it?” Hera’s tone was deadly serious.

“Yes,” I replied. “Along with Sister Shi Hua of Light, who is now the empress of Jing, and High Sister Zhanna of Thief from the Skoloti Tribes.”

“Wait.” Iphigenia waved her hands wildly. I snatched her goblet out of the way before she sent it flying. As Po would have said, no sense wasting a good Pana red. “There was a report from Skoloti that the high sister had been murdered, and they were still searching for the culprits.”

I wasn’t about to reveal Zhanna was still alive, so I stuck with the fabrication her Temple had devised.

Iphigenia felt around the table, but she couldn’t find her goblet.

“She was.” I said as I took Iphigenia’s hand in mine and wrapped her fingers around the bowl section of her cup.

“Thank you,” she murmured and gulped her wine.

“Don’t leave us in suspense, Anthea,” Oriana said dryly.

“Zhanna had a twin sister who is also a member of Thief,” I said. “Their Reverend Mother of Thief theorized Balance wouldn’t have sent a glimpse of the future without an alternate plan. Their Reverend Mother of Balance agreed. They sent Sister Darys to Jing as their ambassador for the emperor’s coronation.”

“Makes sense if none of you were specifically named in the prophecy,” Hera murmured.

“It also explains why the Reverend Mother refused to execute you for giving yourself sight.” Oriana chuckled.

Callisto’s cheeks glowed bright orange.

I couldn’t resist poking the proverbial bear. “If it’s any consolation, Callisto, you weren’t the only one with misgivings about what I had done. I didn’t realize I set off a world-wide storm of debate about whether I qualified as a Balance novice anymore until I spoke with the Reverend Mothers I met during our voyage.”

She snorted but didn’t answer.

“Regarding relations here in Standora, what’s the real issue between Reverend Mothers Alara and Brigid?” I asked.

“It’s nothing,” Callisto muttered. Her entire face shifted from orange to red. Likewise, Iphigenia and Oriana appeared equally embarrassed and uncomfortable.

Hera, on the other hand, wore an irritated expression. “Brigid came here seeking help after her people discovered the concentrated soma tears had been sent out instead of pain powder. Alara refused her. When I volunteered my current novice classes to use the investigation as an exercise, she ordered me lashed. If it weren’t for Callisto protesting, I wouldn’t be here right now.”

My tension crawled further down my spine. “At this rate, we’re going to do the demons’ job for them.”

“That’s what I said, which only served to drive Alara into a frenzy.” Hera’s acerbic tone was back to my relief.

“You will address her as Reverend Mother,” Callisto snapped.

Hera made a rude gesture in the second’s general direction, which thankfully Callisto could not see. I looked at White Owl who merely shook her head. Good. The chief warden wouldn’t make things worse.

“Given the circumstances, the senior staff needs to be able to speak freely,” I murmured. “The times are too dangerous not to be honest with each other.”

“Like you’re totally honest.” Callisto growled. “You’ve been sneaking around with the queen and the prince consort since the Battle of Tandor.”

I leaned back in my chair, choosing my next words carefully. “What happened between the Reverend Mother and Queen Teodora? Somewhere, somewhen, somehow, the trust between the two of them was broken. If the Reverend Mother refuses to extend a hand to Queen Chiara, we are in grave trouble. I shouldn’t be the only member of Balance they depend on.”

“Their split happened because of you,” Callisto snarled. “Teodora tried to interfere in your case when you stupidly thought you could leave Balance by giving yourself sight.”

“Interfere how?” I demanded.

“All the queen did was plead for leniency on your behalf,” Hera said. “She said you were young and foolish, but you wouldn’t learn from your mistake if you were dead.”

I couldn’t help laughing. I hadn’t known about Teodora’s plea on my behalf. Now, it struck me as particularly funny given the non-Temple assignments she had given me before her passing. It also explained why Chiara trusted me, and not Alara. I swiped at my tears and tried to get my mirth under control.

“So, in Alara’s anger with me, she chose to destroy her relationship with the crown?” I shook my head. “I thought I was the idiot in her scenario, but this, this is totally ridiculous.”

“I’m glad to know I’m not the only who finds the issue perversely funny.” Hera grinned as she pushed back her plate.

“None of this is amusing,” Callisto snapped.

“This is us,” Oriana said. “Quit putting on an act for Anthea. We’re in as much trouble as Light, if not more so.”

“The Reverend Mother isn’t a lech or a rapist!” Callisto slammed her fist on table barely missing the sharp edge of her own knife.

“But she is disregarding her own people in favor of her pride,” Iphigenia murmured.

I had been wondering when she would speak up. Had Alara threatened her as well?

And if both Alara and Farell were losing their minds, it made me fear even more so for Luc and Yar’s welfare while we were in the capital.

Friday, February 27, 2026

A Barrel of Vintner - Chapter 9

Yesterday, I broke the 85K-word mark for A Barrel of Vintner. And I'm still about 20K away from the end. I know what's going to happen. It's a matter writing it out.

Unfortunately, it hasn't been a good week for writing. Long story. Needless to say, this book will not be released in February. However, I'm close. So close I can taste it. And now, here's a little taste for you!

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To my surprise, it wasn’t Chief Warden White Owl who caught up with Alara and escorted her from the senior staff dining room, but another warden I did not know. The remaining wardens, including White Owl, exchanged looks, obviously unsure of what to do next.

I couldn’t help wondering what else our Reverend Mother was trying to hide.

Hera cleared her throat. “What Skoloti prophesies are you talking about, Anthea?”

“With all due respect, Chief Justice, perhaps this isn’t a discussion you want to be shared with the entire staff of Balance?” White Owl murmured.

Callisto cocked her head. “Thomas?”

One of the stewards jumped to attention and rushed to her side. “Yes, my lady.”

“Have the main course brought in along with the appropriate utensils, plates, and bowls for Chief Warden White Owl,” she ordered. “And please make sure a meal is taken to the Reverend Mother.”

“Yes, m’lady.” Thomas bowed before he scurried off to fulfill our second’s command.

“The rest of you wardens are dismissed to your own dinner,” Callisto continued.

The rest of the wardens filed out after conferring with their respective justices. All of them except my own.

“Long Feather, Jonata?” White Owl prodded.

“They stay,” I said. “They already know about the prophecies, having been present when the Skoloti ambassador addressed the subject with me. I guarantee their conduct, Chief Warden. And their silence in the matter.” I shrugged. “Besides, I’d simply tell them what happens here after we retire for the evening.”

Callisto groaned and rubbed her temples. “Why must you turn the entire Temple upside down, Anthea? Do you get perverse joy in upsetting everyone and everything?”

“No, I do not,” I said. “If you wish to be rid of me, Reverend Mother Hózhó of Diné, Reverend Mother Fumiko of Ryukyu, Reverend Mother Xiang of Jing, and Reverend Mother Hoku of O’ahu have each offered a place to me. You or Reverend Mother Alara would merely need to sign the transfer order, and I will no longer be your problem.”

Callisto lowered her hands to her lap. “Do you wish to leave Issura?”

She actually appeared concerned I would demand a transfer. Now, why would she of all people wish to keep me here?

“I don’t, but I also do not like our own Reverend Mother spreading gossip about me to other Balance Temples.” I sighed again. “Just like I know you must tell her everything that is said at this dinner, and who said what.”

“Anthea is correct though, Callisto,” Hera murmured. “Balance rarely sends prophecies to any oracle, but when such happens, it should be shared with the other senior clergy of our order.”

We all grew silent as Thomas and the two other stewards bustled into the dining room. Thomas replaced the used items at Alara’s seat and laid fresh utensils and ceramics for White Owl while his associates set platters with the main course in front of the rest of us.

“Was the stew not to your liking, Chief Justice?” the female steward murmured.

I smiled at her. “It was excellent. I’m afraid after four months on a ship my taste for seafood has waned.”

“Then it’s a good thing our cooks prepared chicken this evening,” she said with a grin.

But when she reached for the bowl, I held up my hand. “If you don’t mind, may Warden Long Feather have the stew? He was rather distraught we missed clamming season.”

“Of course.” The steward looked my warden. “If you need anything else tonight, Warden Long Feather, please have a squire fetch me.”

Jonata coughed into her elbow to hide her chuckle at the steward’s flirtatious manner.

Long Feather’s ears turned a brilliant orange at the woman’s insinuation. “I appreciate your solicitude, Steward…”

“Blue Dolphin,” she answered.

White Owl hid her own mouth.

“Thank you, Blue Dolphin,” I said politely. “Could you please get us another bottle of wine? I have a feeling we may need it before we are done with the meal.”

“Of course, Chief Justice.” She inclined her head and strode from the dining room.

I appreciated the fact that I wasn’t being treated as an oddity by people here, even those at the home Temple I’d never met before.

“Thomas, would please also bring chairs and settings for Chief Justice Anthea’s wardens?” Callisto said. “They will be joining us for dinner since they were present at the demon incursions in Ryukyu and Jing.”

“Yes, m’lady.” He nodded and rushed off again.

The other two stewards helped me and the wardens in moving the justices’ chairs and dinnerware towards Callisto’s place. I was rather glad to keep Jonata and Long Feather closer to me, given the volatile subjects we would be discussing. Not to mention, Long Feather was between me and White Owl. I wasn’t sure how much the chief warden rested under Alara’s thumb.

While Thomas and the other male steward brought everyone their meals and fresh bread and Blue Dolphin retrieved the extra bottle of wine, Oriana and her warden returned. She obviously had counted her steps because when her warden stopped her, she said, “Why are we rearranging the dining room?”

“Sit and give me your hand,” Hera muttered.

She silently explained the things Oriana had missed to her while White Owl, Jonata, and Long Feather assisted the other justices to settle in their chairs. Once everyone was seated and Oriana’s warden dismissed, Callisto commanded the stewards to leave the dining room. After they departed, she rose and laid wards as I passed my clam stew to Long Feather. Thankfully, he remembered his manners and refrained from gulping it down before Callisto returned to her chair.

She surprised me when she bowed her head and spoke the traditional prayer of gratitude to Mother and Child for the bounty on our table. The Balance second had never struck me as particularly spiritual. If she were, maybe that was why she’d been so adamant about punishing me for trying to escape our Temple by giving myself sight, thereby defying our Goddess.

Callisto took a sip of her own wine before she said, “Anthea, let us start with the attack on Chengzhou and the death of Emperor Chengwu. How did you learn of it, and why did you accompany the crown prince back to Jing?”

“I would ask for both our queen and our Temple’s sakes none of this leaves this room,” I said.

Callisto opened her mouth.

“And when you report to the Reverend Mother, Callisto, for the love of Balance, please ward the room you are in,” I pleaded.

“Of course,” she murmured.

I launched into the tale of our experiences over the last six months. At least, those experiences pertinent to my sisters’ duties. Other than occasional questions to clarify a point, the sisters and White Owl listened raptly.

“I can’t believe Reverend Mother Xiang truthspelled you,” White Owl blurted.

“I would have done the same in her position,” Oriana said. “Trust, but verify.”

“That should have been our Temple motto.” Hera laughed.

“With the renegades infiltrating everywhere, I cannot blame either Emperor Po or Queen Teodora for wanting Anthea on this mission,” Iphigenia said. “There’s been questions among both the Temples and the nobility as to who else was aligned with Samael DiRoy and Cora DiMara.”

“I take it there’s been no progress on finding the renegade within our own home Temple,” I said.

White Owl bristled as I expected. “What are you saying? That I haven’t been performing my duties?”

“Then please tell me you found Justice Melanippe,” I said sorrowfully.

White Owl could no longer meet my gaze.

“How did you find out she was missing?” Callisto asked.

“She was Justice Erato’s mentor when the girl was a novice.” I sipped my wine. “Since Erato started the eastern Orrin circuit, she had been writing to Melanippe. The replies stopped about a year ago. When she mentioned it to me last winter, I told Erato the Reverend Mother had probably assigned new duties to Melanippe, and I was sure she enjoyed Erato’s letters. But Melanippe was supremely conscientious when we were novices together. She wouldn’t ignore letters from a fellow justice, much less personal correspondence from her protégé.”

“We don’t know what happened,” Oriana said. She speared a stalk of last-of-the-season asparagus with her fork as if the innocent vegetable were a demon. “Her warden went to wake her. Not only was Melanippe gone, so were her personal belongings.”

“I and all of my people were truthspelled, Chief Justice,” White Owl snapped. “No one saw or heard anything that night.”

“And both I and Callisto attempted to rewind Melanippe’s quarters,” Oriana said. “A backlash spell of some sort nearly killed me. When Callisto tried, it was like time had been scoured clean in the bedchamber.”

“I’ve experienced one of those backlash spells during a murder investigation,” I murmured. “I’m glad you survived.”

“But why take or kill Justice Melanippe?” Jonata asked. “From what you and Justice Erato have said, she’s not the type the renegades would seek to recruit. Did she learn something, maybe something she didn’t think twice about, that someone felt the need to eliminate her?”

White Owl glared at her, and the other justices had various degrees of shock on their faces. I’d forgotten how much I broke Temple tradition in Orrin, but the need for intelligent, capable wardens had outweighed ancient etiquette. White Owl turned to me.

“Do you always allow your wardens such latitude, Chief Justice?” The chief warden voice was brittle.

I snorted. “Given the rate we’ve been losing Light clergy in Orrin over the last two years, I’ve not only had to train our wardens as mine and Justice Yanaba’s rewind witnesses, but also teach them how to look for evidence at the scenes of alleged crimes. And I’ve been wondering the same thing as Warden Jonata for the last six months.” I tapped my fingers on the table. “Melanippe is not the type to run away, even with assistance. Why not abduct one of the chief justices since they are more privy to Temple happenings and knowledge?”

“The demons and skinwalkers couldn’t break Chief Justice Elizabeth,” Long Feather mused. “Perhaps they believed someone of a lower rank, but still close to the Reverend Mother, would be more susceptible to torture.”

Iphigenia audibly gagged.

“If you’re going to be sick, leave the room,” Callisto snapped.

“She should be sick,” I bit back. “We all should be. What these monsters do should make every human sick, but there are those fools who enjoy such terrible things. They actually believe the demons won’t turn on them in the end.”

“You think you are stronger than us because you faced demon armies,” Callisto argued.

“I think I’m stronger when I’m united with my sisters and the rest of the human race against our enemies,” I said softly. “What about Phthia? Please tell me she’s not missing, too.”

“She…” Hera paused, no doubt expecting someone, particularly Callisto, to interrupt her. When none of the other justices said anything, Hera continued. “She’s at the Healers Guild. Her blood pressure rose to dangerous levels, and the babe isn’t due for another three weeks. The healers are using their talents in addition to lavender and fennel extract to keep her from having a brainstorm before she gives birth.”

I frowned even though the other justices couldn’t see me. “Is this becoming a common occurrence? There were several priestesses on bedrest in Orrin before I left.” “Child believes it’s a combination from fear of a demon attack and pressure for the Temples especially to produce more children,” Hera said. “Thank the Twelve, Oriana had no such difficulties during her pregnancy.”

“I thank Them every blessed day,” Oriana murmured.

“If I may ask additional questions, Chief Warden?” Long Feather was polite, but I detected the edge to his request.

White Owl glanced at me before she turned to him. “Of course, Warden. I did not mean to countermand any orders your chief justice had given you.”

“Were all the home Temple justices truthspelled in addition to the wardens and staff?” he asked. “And were any of you truthspelled by clergy other than Light?”

I cursed under my breath. My own prejudices hadn’t allowed me to conceive of Long Feather’s point, but after everything that had happened over the last two years, I should have anticipated his concern. And unease twisted to real fear over Luc and Yar staying at their home Temple.

A startled expression appeared on White Owl’s face. “Only Light participated in our questioning. No other Temple would interfere, nor would the Reverend Mother tolerate such.”

“Except the renegades have targeted all Temples of Light for infiltration over the last thirty to forty years,” I said. “Our enemies are playing a longer game that we are, and it’s time we caught up.”

Tuesday, February 17, 2026

A Barrel of Vintner - Chapter 8

I'm still writing the eleventh book in the Justice series. It's just over 75,000 words and still going. At this point, the last last three books will be as hefty as A Cup of Conflict.

But I'm still having a blast, and I'm not quite ready for Anthea's tales to be over. I hope you enjoy this next chapter.

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Thankfully, my wardens and I had plenty of time before the Reverend Mother’s evening meal to take long baths and soak the fish odor and sea salt out of our pores. As much as I loathed letting anyone at the home Temple touch our belongings, I had Long Feather take our clothing down to the launderer. After the three weeks between O’ahu and Issura with limited fresh water to clean ourselves, the leather, silks, and cottons were as ripe as our bodies.

While Long Feather took his bath, Jonata braided my hair and pinned it up. I rather missed simply tying my locks back with a leather thong as I had during the last leg of our trip. But as she pointed out, we were in Issura’s capital, serving the queen directly, and certain standards and decorum needed to be adhered to.

No one from the staff came to fetch us despite protocol. Therefore, the three of us headed to the first floor at a quarter of a candlemark before First Evening. The Temple’s public areas were strangely quiet this close to sunset. Even though Balance was the creator of the World, Her order did not worship her the way the other Temples honored their deities. But there was music, games, and intellectual debates to entertain the residents in the evenings. The three of us didn’t even run into staff or wardens in the hallways. Odder still, no wardens stood outside of the Reverend Mother’s private dining room, so I knocked.

No answer came. I pushed the lever and opened the door.

“It’s dark,” Long Feather muttered.

He was right from his perspective. No oil lamps were lit, and no Light balls glowed in their alabaster globes. There wasn’t even any heat signatures on the table or chairs to indicate anyone had been in the room recently. I knew Blade’s nose was firmly planted in the Reverend Mother’s arsehole, but this was the first time she had out-and-out lied to me.

I resisted the urge to make an improper comment. The Twelve only knew if Alara had someone hidden nearby to repeat whatever I said.

So, the games had begun.

“Let’s check the senior staff dining room.” I closed the door and headed for the residential area for the in-house justices at a brisk stride, my wardens on my heels.

I hated political one-upmanship, and I suspected maybe Blade had been ordered to lie to me about the location of the dinner. Or Alara had deliberately lied to her chief of staff in the hopes I would berate the poor woman.

On the other hand, I doubted the Reverend Mother realized how much she’d taught me in playing psychological games. Ironically, I needed to thank her for my education.

But it wouldn’t be tonight.

We heard the voices and laughter coming from the senior staff’s dining room long before we reached the wardens guarding the entrance. They both inclined their heads to me and pushed open the double doors.

When I entered, the sudden silence was deafening. None of the justices moved, but their wardens turned their heads as one and stared at me. No doubt my colleagues watched me through their guards’ eyes.

Even odder, two of the senior staff were missing. I’d learned about Justice Melanippe’s disappearance before we left for Jing last winter. So, where was Justice Phthia?

“Nice of you to join us this evening, Anthea,” Reverend Mother Alara said from the head of the table, poisoned honey dripping from her lips.

“I beg forgiveness for my tardiness, Reverend Mother,” I said politely. “After three weeks at sea, I’d forgotten how good a bath felt. Luckily, my wardens kept me from accidentally drowning when I fell asleep.”

“Take a seat, Little Death Wish.” She gestured at the empty seat immediately to her right. “You’ve already missed the first course.”

“I shall apologize to your chef.” I strode toward my assigned seat. “I meant no insult to them. I am sure the cuisine is excellent.” I wasn’t going to apologize to the old biddy in front of me again. I’d learned through bitter experience the gesture was not appreciated.

Her second Chief Justice Callisto wore a sour look from where she sat at the opposite end of the rectangular wood table. She’d made it clear she thought Alara had gone too easy on me during my hearing after I gave myself sight.

Once I was seated, one of the stewards stepped forward and poured wine into the silver goblet at my place. Jonata immediately seized the cup and took a drink.

“The ’42, m’lady.” She set the cup back down. The rest of the Balance wardens stared at her, appalled at her presumption.

“Thank you, Warden,” I replied before I took my own sip.

“Don’t trust anyone in your own Temple, Anthea?” Chief Justice Hera mocked across the table from me. The head of novice training could be acerbic, but she was gentler with the children forced into Temple life than her predecessor had been with me and the other girls close to my age.

“My chief warden trusts no one but the people he has personally trained.” I chuckled. “Wardens Long Feather and Jonata have taken his orders to return me back to Orrin alive quite literally.”

My jocularity seemed to ease the tension in the dining room.

Until the Reverend Mother spoke again.

“And your reason for attending the queen before extending proper courtesies to the head of your home Temple?”

“Prince White Eagle didn’t brook any discretion in the matter, Reverend Mother,” I said lightly. “When given a choice between lashed for insubordination by the leader of Balance and beheaded for disobeying the queen, I took the option that wouldn’t leave my wardens open for discipline.”

Alara cackled. “Well said, Little Death Wish. How was your journey to Jing?”

“The journey itself was fraught,” I replied. “The captain of Emperor Po’s personal guard was sorely afflicted with seasickness. During the two winter storms the ship encountered, we resorted to dosing him with soma tears so he wouldn’t starve, and the rest of us could sleep.”

The rest of the justices tittered uncomfortably at my mention of the poppy drug.

“The queen told you of the latest problem to plague Issura,” Alara stated.

“Yes, she did.” I took another sip of wine despite the urge to gulp down the entire cup. I couldn’t become intoxicated. Not while I was in the capital. “She also asked me to remain in Standora to assist in the investigation.”

“There’s no investigation,” Alara scoffed. “Some idiot at Vintner mixed up batches of soma tears with pain powder during the drying process. Brigid is trying to deflect blame from her own people by alleging a conspiracy to sabotage their stores.”

“However, this wouldn’t be the first time Vintner’s stores to the Healers Guild houses have been subverted to cause harm. The Orrin healers had to destroy their entire stock of base oil the winter before last.” I swallowed my revulsion, but even I wasn’t sure if it were Alara’s asinine attitude toward a peer, my own near death due to the poisoned oil, or the clam stew placed before me that caused the twisting in my gut.

I had no doubt Alara had her chef prepare clam stew because she knew I hated it.

This time, Long Feather took the bowl and tasted the soup. The stewards gave us both offended looks, but they said nothing and continued to serve the justices.

“Who is heading this investigation if it is not us?” Chief Justice Oriana asked.

“The prince consort is leading the investigation personally,” I said. “The queen ordered the Mars Tranquilus home shortly after we docked at Kou.” I forced a disappointed sigh. “Duke Marco will not be pleased with the lack of time Captain Titus had to trade in O’ahu, but the message delivered by King Keanu’s courier was very explicit.”

My attempt to change the subject had no effect.

“But why recruit you unless the intent was to undermine the Reverend Mother?” Callisto snarled. Of course, Alara would sic her pet dog on me. I didn’t realize until I gained my sight how much Callisto resembled one of the Briton hunting breeds. She was too volatile to succeed Alara as Reverend Mother, but she was as loyal as the canine she resembled.

“You would have to ask the queen as to her reasoning, sister, I said. “I am not privy to her thought process.”

“So, you rushed back because of a foul-up by Vintner, not because Queen Teodora passed?” Chief Justice Iphigenia asked.

“The message delivered to me said our late queen had been collected in Death’s arms and High Brother Luc and I were required to return with all due haste.” I took another sip of wine. “I didn’t learn about the issue with the medications until a cutpurse robbed and stabbed a woman as she left the market right in front of us shortly after the prince consort and his guards escorted my party from the dock. At which point, the prince consort admitted that was the true reason for our immediate recall.”

“The child should have consulted me.” Alara bit out.

“I agree the queen should have,” I said smoothly. “Is there a particular reason why she didn’t, Reverend Mother?”

“What are you insinuating?” she snapped.

The other justices’ expressions held various degrees of unease, except Callisto who looked almost joyful. But then, she was the one of the justices who advocated for me to lose my head when I gave myself sight.

“I’ve been gone from Issura for the last six months, Reverend Mother,” I said coolly. “I’ve had no contact with the home Temple during that time. Only Balance knows what happened here while I’ve been gone.”

“You couldn’t talk the emperor of Jing into allowing you the use of his concubine?” Callisto sneered.

I swallowed a few choice obscenities. How had the Reverend Mother found out about Shi Hua’s distance speaking talent?

“I am confused, sister.” Keeping my expression neutral, I rather enjoyed pretending ignorance despite my misgivings. “How would lying with another woman enable me to communicate with the Reverend Mother?”

The other three justices snickered. However, it was interesting Alara also kept a neutral face.

“Is the new emperor that selfish, Anthea?” she quietly asked.

I recognized the potential danger and emitted an exaggerated sigh. “Prior to becoming emperor, Quan Po made no secret he wished to bed me. If I asked to borrow his lady wife—” I emphasized the last two words. “—to communicate with someone here, he would learn of the subject and what was said, not to mention the price would be too steep. And for our own sovereign’s sake, I hope any word of the empress’s talents have not spread beyond this Temple.”

“So, why did you hide this information from me?” Alara’s tone could have sliced through ice in a mountain lake during deep winter.

“The same reason I do not ask who your distance speaker is, Reverend Mother. With the spate of distance speakers being murdered, I do not share such information lightly.” I dipped my spoon in the stew and consumed a small amount of broth. Just enough to be polite.

“Come now, Anthea,” Hera teased “With the new edict to procreate, aren’t you the least bit curious of what the emperor would be like in bed?”

“Not enough to risk my reputation as Issura’s ambassador or as an impartial justice,” I said mildly. “Nor do I want to create an enemy of the new empress. Not to mention, the Jing emperor has no significant talent, which is why he petitioned his nation’s Temples for permission to marry a priestess.”

Callisto choked on her soup, spraying the table in the process.

“Who did he marry?” Iphigenia asked with true curiosity.

“Former Sister Shi Hua of Light,” I said. “Reverend Father Jin of Light granted her disposition to leave the order to marry Quan Po. They wed prior to arriving in Jing.”

“Wh-what?” Callisto blurted. “His concubine was a Light priestess? That is illegal!”

“How?” I asked.

“Laying with him before the edict—” she started.

“Didn’t happen,” I cut her off. “He had plenty of other bedmates to choose from. And when the edict came down last year, his respect for her true position is part of the reason she agreed to marry him prior to arriving in Jing.”

“How does acting High Brother Jeremy feel about her marriage to another man?” Alara asked.

“Is an edict to allow marriage for us clergy about to come as well?” I asked.

“No,” she admitted reluctantly.

“Then why do his feelings matter?” I said gently. “We all learn duty as novices. He knows his, and when we left last winter, he was enjoying the chaos any newborn brings to a household, even a Temple’s.”

Oriana chuckled. “Speaking of which, may I be excused, Reverend Mother? It is time for Theodore’s last feeding.”

“Go.” Alara wore a faintly disgusted expression. “I don’t need to hear a hungry babe wailing all night.”

“Congratulations, Chief Justice!” I said brightly. The odd thing was I actually meant the compliment. “I pray the Twelve have given you a strong, healthy babe.”

She blushed and nodded. “Thank you, Anthea. He is.” She rose, and her warden led her from the dining room. “I’ll return shortly, Reverend Mother,” she called over her shoulder.

Once she left, I said, “And that’s another reason I wouldn’t bed Emperor Po, Hera. I cannot have children, and the emperor has little talent compared to his parents’ abilities. It would be a pointless exercise, whereas his lady wife has already proven she is fertile and will most likely give him a child with Light talent.”

“That doesn’t mean he is fertile,” Alara said slyly.

“No, it doesn’t.” I wasn’t about to discuss Shi Hua already being with child. Besides, if Alara knew about Shi Hua’s distance speaking talent, then she probably already knew the empress was pregnant. The imperial couple had formally announced their joyous news at the end of the Spring Rituals. “However, I am more concerned about the recent demon attacks. It hasn’t been just the battle last winter in the Jing capital. We encountered Skandza langskips manned by skinwalkers on our way to the Old Continent. Not to mention, there are entire villages missing in the Kingdom of Ryukyu and the United Dulohans. From my discussion with the Reverend Mother of Balance in O’ahu, these aren’t isolated incidents along the Peaceful Sea. Has any other nations been harassed or had a major offensive launched against them?”

“Yes,” Iphigenia blurted. “Nearly every nation has reported some kind of harassment since the demons’ Jing offensive. Nothing like what happened to Tandor and Rambla, but—”

“But how many are internal affairs like in Ryukyu that were blown out of proportion?” Alara snapped. “And really, Anthea? How could you interfere with another nation’s Temple of Balance?”

I laughed, which only served to irritate her further from her scowl. “I didn’t interfere. I was merely a convenient accident Ogusuku used to undermine Reverend Mother Fumiko’s authority.”

“Did you really fall into a demon hole during the Battle of Naha?” Hera’s barely hidden trepidation dripped from her words.

“The demon opened the hole right under our feet, so yes, I fell.” I sighed. “Except something went wrong. We didn’t land in the demons’ domain. It was someplace much worse. With creatures that caught and ate demons as easily as they do with us.” I shuddered at the memory of the screams of the demon that tried to evade me.

Alara harrumphed loudly. “I read your alleged report Fumiko forwarded. I don’t believe for one instant a human can fly.”

“Why not?” I asked dryly. “There are movers who can move their own bodies as well as objects.”

“Or that you met any of the Twelve.” Her voice rose. Maybe I could get some answers if she truly lost her temper.

“They never claimed to be the entities we think of when we worship,” I said. “They extended their assistance to get me home, for which I was grateful.”

“Do you think you are so special a deity would do favors for you?” she shouted.

“They treated me better than a dried-up ancient hag who told me I had a foreordained destiny!”

“I should have never told you, you conniving little twat!”

“Why? Because you withheld the actual truth?” Sarcasm filled my tone. “That I was one of the three women prophesized to ensure Bao Quan Po sits on the Jing throne?”

Blood drained from Alara’s head until her skin was a pale greenish-yellow. “The rest of you need to leave,” she ground out.

“No, they need to stay.” It was all I could do to keep my voice level. “We all should have been told about the Skoloti Balance novice’s prophecies. They knew the demons would return long before the damned things showed themselves. The Skoloti sent the news to every single Balance Temple. Why did you hide this information from your own sisterhood?”

Waves of fury flowed from Alara, and she rose to her feet. “This dinner is done.” She stomped toward the door.

Apparently, I’d pushed her harder than I realized since she left without the chief warden to guide her.